I cannot stand anymore......
Finally i mustor my courage to show my anger to my friends....
Why??
How can you treat me like this????
i only need your support,
just a little,
tiny,
petty,
small,
easy thing to do...
You refuse to help me....
the worst is,
without giving a single reason.....
I really hope that u could give me some excuses...
But,
u didn't.......
i am really very disappointed on u....
I should not trust friend anymore..........
all things are fake in this world,
love. . .
friendship. . .
all those damn stupid silly things are all sucks...
i am not gonna to trust anyone anymore.....
perhaps this may be quite emotional,
but i am sure i can't keep on acting in my life...
i am really tired..
fed up even..
Just trying to rest,
rest for the rest of my life...
forever. . . . . .

Sick today....
AH1N1 maybe.......
lolz....

Something disappeared from my life recently,
erm,
hard to explain...
Byt just feel that i am empty inside....
Lack of something....
Maybe is love...
Haha..
Sounds funny right?
But...
Maybe...
I need love......
A lot of memories Flashed back...
Found that i miss everything in the past.....
Human are really a peculiar creature,
strange species...
They do not like to cherish their present lives,
No unless until they lost it one day,
then they started to regret...
Am i one of them??
Haha...
Dunno.....
Hope that i am not....
Amazer,
try to amaze those people in your life!!!
dont just sighing none stop and crying over the split milk...
you are tough?
Isn't it?

i found many things in Aaron pencil case....
erm, then i 'steal' some of it........
hahahaha....
because it remind me of something......
a star made of straw....
and a cute pen.........
someone ever gave me these stuff....
Still remember vividly,
he bought it a Sibu...
he made the star for me....
he ever made me feel so happy,
however, he ever made me broke into tears.............
suddenly,
i think of him....
feel like crying...
but i stop myself from doing so.....
because,
everything had past.....
he is the one who did not cherish this...
why shall i keep thinking of those silly history?
i shall start my life...
new life....
keep myself away from this affair.....
chase my dream............