i love this song... though it's quite 'old'....

蔡健雅 当你离开的时候

我只能低着头发呆
让回忆渗透脑袋渐渐变空白

我把它当做个意外
但内心还想不开
因为我明白其实你都还在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候

我可以当作已释怀
他对我也算关怀他看不出来

我知道这样不应该
在他身上找依赖
算不算是种出卖因为你一直在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候

我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有

越是没用力越是心痛
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候

想哭了

因为想你了



你又知道吗？？？

记忆总是那么的顽固，
想抹却怎么也抹不掉。。。
糟糕的是，
它又回来了

Viewed someone's blog just now....
Feel like my life is really boring lar....
Wanna have something new in my life,
wanna make some changes,
wanna fill my life with many many colourfull stuff...
Feel happy but a little envy when i saw couples(haha, sounds sour sour)

love is something actually weird,
it dives into peoples heart and can fill it up fully,
but it can leave easily,
easier than what you expect...

Cherish....

I cannot stand anymore......
Finally i mustor my courage to show my anger to my friends....
Why??
How can you treat me like this????
i only need your support,
just a little,
tiny,
petty,
small,
easy thing to do...
You refuse to help me....
the worst is,
without giving a single reason.....
I really hope that u could give me some excuses...
But,
u didn't.......
i am really very disappointed on u....
I should not trust friend anymore..........
all things are fake in this world,
love. . .
friendship. . .
all those damn stupid silly things are all sucks...
i am not gonna to trust anyone anymore.....
perhaps this may be quite emotional,
but i am sure i can't keep on acting in my life...
i am really tired..
fed up even..
Just trying to rest,
rest for the rest of my life...
forever. . . . . .

Sick today....
AH1N1 maybe.......
lolz....

Something disappeared from my life recently,
erm,
hard to explain...
Byt just feel that i am empty inside....
Lack of something....
Maybe is love...
Haha..
Sounds funny right?
But...
Maybe...
I need love......
A lot of memories Flashed back...
Found that i miss everything in the past.....
Human are really a peculiar creature,
strange species...
They do not like to cherish their present lives,
No unless until they lost it one day,
then they started to regret...
Am i one of them??
Haha...
Dunno.....
Hope that i am not....
Amazer,
try to amaze those people in your life!!!
dont just sighing none stop and crying over the split milk...
you are tough?
Isn't it?

i found many things in Aaron pencil case....
erm, then i 'steal' some of it........
hahahaha....
because it remind me of something......
a star made of straw....
and a cute pen.........
someone ever gave me these stuff....
Still remember vividly,
he bought it a Sibu...
he made the star for me....
he ever made me feel so happy,
however, he ever made me broke into tears.............
suddenly,
i think of him....
feel like crying...
but i stop myself from doing so.....
because,
everything had past.....
he is the one who did not cherish this...
why shall i keep thinking of those silly history?
i shall start my life...
new life....
keep myself away from this affair.....
chase my dream............