KEITH URBAN TONIGHT I WANNA CRY


Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

(Chorus:)
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

i love this song... though it's quite 'old'....

蔡健雅 当你离开的时候

我只能低着头发呆
让回忆渗透脑袋渐渐变空白

我把它当做个意外
但内心还想不开
因为我明白其实你都还在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候

我可以当作已释怀
他对我也算关怀他看不出来

我知道这样不应该
在他身上找依赖
算不算是种出卖因为你一直在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候

我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有

越是没用力越是心痛
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候

想哭了

因为想你了



你又知道吗？？？

记忆总是那么的顽固，
想抹却怎么也抹不掉。。。
糟糕的是，
它又回来了

Viewed someone's blog just now....
Feel like my life is really boring lar....
Wanna have something new in my life,
wanna make some changes,
wanna fill my life with many many colourfull stuff...
Feel happy but a little envy when i saw couples(haha, sounds sour sour)

love is something actually weird,
it dives into peoples heart and can fill it up fully,
but it can leave easily,
easier than what you expect...

Cherish....

I cannot stand anymore......
Finally i mustor my courage to show my anger to my friends....
Why??
How can you treat me like this????
i only need your support,
just a little,
tiny,
petty,
small,
easy thing to do...
You refuse to help me....
the worst is,
without giving a single reason.....
I really hope that u could give me some excuses...
But,
u didn't.......
i am really very disappointed on u....
I should not trust friend anymore..........
all things are fake in this world,
love. . .
friendship. . .
all those damn stupid silly things are all sucks...
i am not gonna to trust anyone anymore.....
perhaps this may be quite emotional,
but i am sure i can't keep on acting in my life...
i am really tired..
fed up even..
Just trying to rest,
rest for the rest of my life...
forever. . . . . .

Sick today....
AH1N1 maybe.......
lolz....

Something disappeared from my life recently,
erm,
hard to explain...
Byt just feel that i am empty inside....
Lack of something....
Maybe is love...
Haha..
Sounds funny right?
But...
Maybe...
I need love......
A lot of memories Flashed back...
Found that i miss everything in the past.....
Human are really a peculiar creature,
strange species...
They do not like to cherish their present lives,
No unless until they lost it one day,
then they started to regret...
Am i one of them??
Haha...
Dunno.....
Hope that i am not....
Amazer,
try to amaze those people in your life!!!
dont just sighing none stop and crying over the split milk...
you are tough?
Isn't it?

i found many things in Aaron pencil case....
erm, then i 'steal' some of it........
hahahaha....
because it remind me of something......
a star made of straw....
and a cute pen.........
someone ever gave me these stuff....
Still remember vividly,
he bought it a Sibu...
he made the star for me....
he ever made me feel so happy,
however, he ever made me broke into tears.............
suddenly,
i think of him....
feel like crying...
but i stop myself from doing so.....
because,
everything had past.....
he is the one who did not cherish this...
why shall i keep thinking of those silly history?
i shall start my life...
new life....
keep myself away from this affair.....
chase my dream............

Finally, i pass.....
Feel happy but still long way to go o....
It's the first day of schooling today, well, many changes occur....
Erm, the most surprise stuff was, Kai and Dor have broke up....
though it's something expected earlier, but still hard to believe neh....
love is fragile...
especially puppy love...

Found that he is down,
tired,
and a lot lo.....
But, tell u mann, i am still angry o....
How dare u lost the book????
hmph.......
that book is so memorable but u dare to lost it....
Really angry lo...
anyway, u are still that special....
but i cannot forget the mistake u have done mann...
Still angry. . . . . .

feeling damn happy when i know i score the highest neh....
86 neh....
really quite high...
at least higher than what i'd expected....
not showing off but i am really grateful and thankful...
Thank God.......
Thanks for granting me your wisdom...
tomorrow test again....
Hope tomorrow i am not going to fail again lo.....
Aza aza fighting......
Yes!!!!!!

Amazer needa a big big support.....
Amazer mustors her courage to try again...
Wish her good luck...
she DOES NOT WANT TO FAIL AGAIN.....

Recently, Amazer is trying to be amazing....

Recently...
Dunno why...
Found that i seem to be a soulless girl...
Could not experience love at all......
Maybe in my life,
sad to say....
There is no love......
Maybe, this is because of my naive thoughts,
I am so stupid to make myself drown again and again in the mud.....
Trying to struggle harder to pull myself up,
but unfortunately,
found that i am sinking...
People always try to strive for perfection,
i am also one of them,
Trying to be good...
but sometime....
myself found that the "too perfect" make me feel exasperating...
Maybe....
This is my eccentricity---- Trying to 'be' perfect....
But....
i couldn't stand it anymore...
feel like bursting........
Anyway, i know there is someone in my life would let me know one day...
Know the true meaning of love....
He is the one whom i always believe He loves me...
The most high king, Jesus......

常常笑某某写部落格的人“少年不识愁滋味，为赋新词强说愁”，哈哈，看来这次我也是其中之一了哦，哈哈... 希望能藉这个空间告诉你我的故事，与你分享我的生活体验......
假期到了,数数看还剩没几天也快结束了,好可怜哦......哈哈... 我总觉得自己有许许多多做不完的事,许许多多的作业没写完,许许多多的许许多多等我去应对... 糟了... 怎么办???