Recently...
Dunno why...
Found that i seem to be a soulless girl...
Could not experience love at all......
Maybe in my life,
sad to say....
There is no love......
Maybe, this is because of my naive thoughts,
I am so stupid to make myself drown again and again in the mud.....
Trying to struggle harder to pull myself up,
but unfortunately,
found that i am sinking...
People always try to strive for perfection,
i am also one of them,
Trying to be good...
but sometime....
myself found that the "too perfect" make me feel exasperating...
Maybe....
This is my eccentricity---- Trying to 'be' perfect....
But....
i couldn't stand it anymore...
feel like bursting........
Anyway, i know there is someone in my life would let me know one day...
Know the true meaning of love....
He is the one whom i always believe He loves me...
The most high king, Jesus......