来到金宝已经超过一个月了,自己一个人生活也开始慢慢习惯了,偶尔真的会怀疑自己是否真的那么坚强?回想起当天在机场的那天,我并没有流下任何眼泪,也不懂为什么,可能潜意识告诉自己必须在爸爸妈妈面前显得成熟点,勇敢些,不要他们担心吧... 可是我这个读到感性文章都会哭的人,你说,我坚强吗?

今天,在学校,老师给我们说了一个感人的故事,播了段感人的短片,猜猜看我的反应? 答对了,我哭了... 不敢有太大动作,深怕班上三百多对眼睛会朝我这里看...我真的好想家哦,从来没有觉得家原来这么温暖过,从来没有试过没有粽子的端午节,没有妈妈亲手做的粽子的端午节算什么端午节呢?? 没有爸爸叫我阿肥的日子真的难熬,没有我家死胖弟和我争东西真的真的不是我的日子... 现在这种日子,这种生活,谁能体会我的感受呢?我现在真的好想哭,好想回家,好想妈妈可以每天叫我起床,煮好吃的东西给我吃...我不介意你唠叨,不介意你罗唆,我只要你们,爸爸妈妈...

还有我们家的小宝,我也好想念他,我每天只给他十五分钟,要他多花时间在功课上,其实心里是多么的不舍...又怎样?? 我们之间隔了一片海,那,是多么的遥远,你们可以想象吗?远距离恋爱本来就不容易,我早已料到...不过,我相信只要有一份信念及坚持在,不管是几公里的距离,也绝对不是问题...我们一起努力吧,罗小宝!

有你陪我入睡的感觉真好,
因为你会因为我的咳嗽声而醒来关心我...
有你的感觉真好,
觉得自己安全多了,
不在寂寞孤单...
谢谢你,
让我找回那失去好久的感觉...

just wanna say, i really miss u......

I have been waiting u the whole night yesterday, but people who called me wasn't u...
I admit that i was not in the talking mood, i dont even know what crap did i talked to him last night...
I just want to know where are u... It was only u in my mind...



Why u disappeared last night??? where are u???


I have to wait for another 12 hours to meet u again... sigh...
Do u know that i mean what i said?
I really miss u......

李先生出事了...不懂为什么我顿时心里有些不舒服,感到心疼,或许,每个他都是特别的...都希望他们没事...
周先生~ 好久没有联络了, 应该还是为他的武术疯狂付出吧, 多保重,别把武术当饭吃...
郑先生~下午他还发简讯给我,问我去读书的东西,希望他工作可以顺利愉快吧...
詹先生~每年他生日都会发匿名简讯给他,是我不好,对不起...
林先生~每个星期都看见,却又假装看不见, 因为我还很害怕他, 不想再让自己麻烦,心乱...
李先生~刚才说过 ,希望他没事,好好读书准备考试...
郑先生(二号)~好像好久都没把彼此当回事了...
余先生~每天都有联络,只是目前他最能左右我的情绪, 我不会允许他闯入我心房,绝对不行...

1,2,3,4,5,6,7

都特别,都可贵,都是曾经铭心刻骨,所以都没有忘记...

即使

都已

不再

眷恋

我不喜欢你说你不懂我

Suddenly, i remember of this poor little thing ~~~ my ''neglected'' blog
hahahahaha(see the date for the previous post.... OMG...)
I was so emo last time, hiahiahia...

Well, the ''last time'' seems to be so full of stories but now the''present time'' is so empty, dull, boring, odourless, colourless, and tasteless( fulfill the characteristic of pure water, LOL...)
I wanna add in some impurities in my life la, at least to lower down the melting point or raise the boling point,(OMG, am i crazy? yes i am C:) i wan some chemical reaction to occur in my boring life(Kill me, or else i shall die of boredom)
All my friends have started their school life, i mean most of them, but i am still waiting for the day to come... why it seems to be so looooooooooooooooooooong, sigh....

emptiness + boredom = DIED FISH
POOR little thing....

KEITH URBAN TONIGHT I WANNA CRY


Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

(Chorus:)
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry